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08 July 2012 @ 04:33 am
[fic] Die/Shinya - How we feel - 1/1  
Title: How we feel
Chapter: 1/1
Genre: drabble, romance
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I don't own Dir en grey, as much as I'd like to.
Author's Notes: my first time writing in what.. almost a year? i don't even know why i wrote it, but it came out, so uh here it is :D lol does anyone even use lj anymore

It’s 4:00 AM. I take another sip of my lukewarm coffee and lean back into the soft chair, perfectly placed in the corner of our room, so I can see everything in the room.

Most people, upon sitting here, would first notice the gorgeous view we have. High above Tokyo, the neon lights never cease and they give a soft, multicolored glow to our room at all hours. They shine on everything in our room, from the chair I’m sitting in to the chandelier just outside in the living room. There is one thing, though, that glows more than all of those lights put together, and it’s in the form of a beautiful figure splayed across the bed in front of me.

The shining white skin of his back, shadowed from the muscles that come with years of playing guitar, contrasted too perfectly with his natural honey brown hair, appearing almost black in this lack of light. The hard outline of his jaw was visible, head turned to the side to face where mine was supposed to be.

He always asks why I stay up so late, why sometimes I’m not in bed when he wakes in the middle of the night, but instead sitting here or on the balcony. He asks if I have nightmares, if I need anything to help me sleep, or on particularly crabby days, if I just don’t want to sleep with him. I know it all translates to ‘Please come to bed, I can’t sleep without you’, so I abandon my thoughts and fall into bed with him, curled up in the warm, glowing aura that is Die.

But at the same time, he is the reason I stay up. As I stand up now and move to the side of the bed, a small smile sneaks onto my lips at how beautiful he is. Sometimes, during the day, he likes to make silly faces or grimace, almost as if it were an attempt to hide his natural beauty. At night, there is no mask covering his beauty; he is pure, and perfect. He always sleeps with a little smirk, as if that’s just how his mouth naturally is. But I don’t mind, it’s the same smirk that I fell in love with on the day that I met him.

Absentmindedly studying his face, I barely notice that it’s starting to grow lighter and birds are starting to sing outside our window. I look up to see the sun peeking over the high rise buildings, and move to the window to have a look. I don’t move quietly enough, apparently, because almost immediately there’s movement in the bed.



“Abandoning me in bed again?”

I can only smile and walk back over to where he lays, his adorable sleepy eyes peeking up at me through his hair. “Never,” I whisper, pressing my chest to his as I do every night, and feeling his lips against my forehead curl back into his trademark smirk as I finally drift off into my dreams.

♡location: bed~
♡mood: awakeawake
♡music: How we feel (ft. Seulong) - clazziquai
Reketrebnirmavep777 on July 8th, 2012 10:34 am (UTC)

girl........... first of all........ IT WAS BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!

second of all....... do you know that this scene of somebody sleeping in the bed and someone else sitting there in the room and watching that figure has always been kind of my vision??? and with the night city behind the window too!!

and lastly.... those descriptions of DIE....... OH MY GOD.... <333333333333333333333333

I'm so glad you wrote them again!!! I've been planing to write them again too! just got the urge! but then got lazy :DDD
miruku: Dainya - handstotchi_ai on July 8th, 2012 05:40 pm (UTC)
awwwwww thank youuuu!! i'm so happy that you liked it!<333333
and it's kinda amazing that we both had the same idea :DD i don't even know where it came from with me but i like that we thought the same :D
ahh please do write them again sometime! i know the laziness feeling but i love reading your dainya~~<3