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12 August 2011 @ 11:33 pm
[FIC] Die/Shinya - Like a Puzzle - drabble  
Title: Like a Puzzle
Chapter: 1/1
Genre: fluff, romance
Rating: PG-13, I guess?
Pairings: Die/Shinya
Warning: I don't know, it's not really exciting, I guess I could warn about that :D
Disclaimer: I don't own Dir en grey, as much as I'd like to.
Notes: The idea comes from a dainya fangirling session conversation I had with irmavep777  ...really a lot of my ideas come from this but still~

I've said it in the past and I'll say it again. You and I, physically and mentally, fit together like a perfect puzzle.

You are tall, you are loud, you are clumsy. You frequently run around the practice room, tripping over everything trying to find the guitar strings you misplace all the time. They're generally found where you left them, in my pocket, when you slid your hand in there and whispered you only did it so you wouldn't lose them. You're also kind of perverted and take any chance you can to feel me up, making up stupid excuses, because I guess you don't realize that I love feeling your hands on my skin and I'd let you do it anyway. 

When I think like this, it sounds mean, doesn't it? But these traits are lovely. Where you are tall, I am short (not like midget Kyo, but short enough that I need you to reach things on the top shelf in our cabinets at home), where you are loud, I am too quiet to function in public normally, and I'm so thankful that I have you to talk for me when I'm not strong or brave enough to. You are clumsy, and you make so many messes, but luckily for you I like cleaning and every fallen piece of paper, beer bottle, pair of pants, and any other thing you constantly drop on the floor just reminds me of you and how cute you are, apologizing to me for dropping whatever it is and looking at me with your wide, coffee-colored eyes.

I guess it might still sound like I'm complaining, but when I look into my heart the only thing I see is you and the only one I want is you. Your heart is truly made of gold, and even if you're just silly on the outside, you're so kind and warm on the inside that no one could help but love you. You are truly the opposite of me in this way. My heart is made of ice, from the outside in; at least, I thought it was completely ice until I met you. You took me into your arms and everything melted; at first your voice did it, and then your smile that was as bright as the sun, even in the dark bar where we met, and then, finally, when our hearts became one I knew I would never be the cold person I was before.

And as time has passed, maybe I've become more like you. When I saw you laying in the sun by our pool all the time, I joined you and started tanning too. The first time we shared a hotel room and I saw you sleep naked, I sat there watching you in my sweatpants and long shirt, until you came to my bed and convinced me to take them off..

Of course, I know I've changed you too. You used to smoke like a chimney, and now you've completely stopped because of how much I hated it. You started carrying a purse, although you'll still only use mine for anything besides lives, and you went from thinking cats were 'annoying shedding machines' to buying your own little rag doll and adopting him as our second baby.

Maybe all of this is pointless thought, but I can't help but think how perfect we are together sometimes. As I lay here in your arms, my fingers perfectly laced between yours and my legs wrapped around your own, I wonder how it would be if I had never met my perfect match. I shudder at the thought and bury my head into the crook of your neck, feeling your arm hold me closer and pressing us more perfectly against each other.

Yes, this is the only place I ever want to be, becoming one with you once again and feeling our heartbeats pulsing in the darkness where you are my light. 

~
 
 
 
♡mood: creativecreative
♡music: Raison D'etre - Dir en grey
 
 
 
Reketrebn: Dieneckhairlipsirmavep777 on August 13th, 2011 07:12 am (UTC)
<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
perfect perfect perfect!!!!
just like them~~
oh god how much I love them!!
miruku: Shinyatotchi_ai on August 13th, 2011 06:10 pm (UTC)
awwww thank you love<33333
i know and i do too~ they're true perfection<3
kvickakvicka on August 14th, 2011 08:33 pm (UTC)
so sweet <3